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Downhill From Up Here

by Eternal Reverie

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Brick Castle 03:27
Do you know you saved me? Her eyes seeing bad dreams She'll have bricks on her back that she's carried and carried Says it's been a long journey I'll say come inside darling You don't owe me anything I'm no hero; this is for me Your brick castle is so very pretty but when the walls strangle me it's very scary and then I just wanna see a tsunami I'll come out when the waves cease Will I find peace? One day soon I won't need you Yea it'll just be me and my baby Cause I create me I create me She grows up in one piece she's got a castle of her own too There's a boy with bad dreams tired, scared and abused She'll day come inside darling, but don't you believe in nightmares and cruelty just go on now; be free Your brick castle is so very pretty but when the walls strangle me it's very scary and then I just wanna see a tsunami I'll come out when the waves cease Will I find peace? One day soon I won't need you Yea it'll just be me and my baby Cause I create me I create me I won't hesitate to leave this wretched place (x4) cause this brick castle is so very pretty but when the walls strangle me it's very scary and then I just wanna see a tsunami I'll come out when the waves cease Will I find peace? One day soon I won't need you Yea it'll just be me and my baby Cause I create me I create me
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I'm a river that flows nowhere so navy cold I'm tired eyes after a nightmare my veins hollow dear friend, I need a waterfall like a hospital I'm nothing at all I used to see everything now it's all brown and blue only a few die truly free do you know I'm thinking of you? will I ever be happy? coffee pots and cinnamon but I feel dead just like those feelings I buried in a coat rack that's worn out and smells like sin but I feel lost I miss our talks, our talks your eyes of umber firewood that won't be burned yea I am dust I miss having the right words still I say too much I used to see everything now it's all brown and blue only a few die truly free do you know I'm thinking of you? will I ever be happy? I am afraid this world's gone too far to fix And that is why no one gives a shit I really hope I get better than this cause we all have lives but no one knows how to live
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I don't care if my song is perfect I just don't want to forget the way you made the endless fear in my bones cease for better or worse it's the reason for everything i believe cause I've found comfort in seeing that nothing means anything Yeah I just laugh cause I'm just a spec in vast ocean and you gave it to me and as it gleamed in your hand suddenly I didn't worry about the words that once crushed me to oblivion So I don't wanna forget this feeling sunkissed skin teal skies and late night fireflies I don't wanna forget this feeling Finally my mind and body bother feel alive So I don't wanna forget this feeling cause I'm so luck to have you in my life I told myself so many times that I didn't wanna lose it but I had to do it so that I could breathe again but my fears came true when in the process I let them win I became someone that I hated but I'd do it again cause I had to let myself down to love who I am and you gave it to me and as it gleamed in your hand suddenly I didn't worry about the words that once crushed me to oblivion So I don't wanna forget this feeling sunburnt skin teal skies and late night fireflies I don't wanna forget this feeling Finally my mind and body bother feel alive So I don't wanna forget this feeling cause I'm so luck to have you in my life Because most evil stems from the fear of losing what we don't deserve because it all is downhill from up here so remind your friends of their worth you are so lovely the day I shut up is the day that my heart will burn
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Why won't you say it? Damn it Say it: when the bullet hit what did you make of it? Sudden red stain concrete Who could you grow to be? Why didn't you scream? Why didn't you scream? Please come back home Aren't you tired of fighting someone else's war? Please come back home You got so good at fighting you don't want peace anymore They wanna see bloodshed We gut ourselves alone So we may stand confident Against the angry ghosts that dress like our friends Your heart is a millstone; your heart is burden, but our son he creates these paintings and they're beautiful but you, you'll never see He wears a day lilies and thorn crown He says I'm scared but I'm not weary and I just wanna keep him safe and sound Please come back home Aren't you tired of fighting someone else's war? Please come back home You got so good at fighting you don't want peace anymore It's been so many years my love, my love I still miss you I need you so much I just don't wanna die knowing your hate will be the death of us Please come back home Aren't you tired of fighting someone else's war? Please come back home You got so good at fighting you don't want peace anymore

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released August 23, 2020

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Eternal Reverie North Haven, Connecticut

Indie artist. All Eternal Reverie originals are written, played, recorded and produced by Amanda Stetson.

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